Fourteen Years

Fourteen Years

 First came the pain

Anger the same

While the Second gave me new scars.

Third came the high

Fourth nearly died

And the Fifth burst into the stars

 Sixth I just fought

Til I finally lost

And Seven had seen too much death

 Eighth I was cold

Nine felt so old

The Tenth stole the last of my breath

Eleven had plans

Twelve battered my hands

Thirteen left me grounded in lies

My fourteen years

And all of their fears

Are buried beneath my green eyes

 Deep in the dark

Of my very own heart

Year Zero will always remain

First of it's kind

It left me behind

In the land of the long, white refrain